Wah it's been forever since I made a post T.T I've been swamped with homework for German and been extremely sick with migraines and dizzy spells so computers are not my best friends right now. However I'm going to get back into this because it's important to me to write things down and go through my thoughts.
My audition is coming up >.< Freaking out massively of course but I'm also extremely excited. I'm still wavering between two songs but everyone likes one over the other so I'll probably do that one. (I really like the IU song though T.T) I decided to change from a black and pink outfit to a white and pink one for a more innocent, cute look rather than the club look that I thought the black brought to the outfit. I was so worried my white shoes weren't going to come in on time but thankfully they came in yesterday. (I leave tomorrow O.o) I'll have to work on German while I'm in Toronto though, probably while I'm at the audition too. OTL
* On a side note but still in the JYP vein the teaser for 2PM's comeback came out last night and it looks so good XD The guys all look great, as does the video even though it's just a club concept and nothing new and innovative. The song sounds good too, again not incredibly innovative from what was in the teaser but it's upbeat and has good beats and bass and I don't always need innovative music, Ji can supply that for me XD
I've massively gotten into a Canadian T.V. show called Sanctuary. It's all about a world where people and animals have abilities and look different and finding out about them, similar to Fringe before the war between worlds thing that I found so annoying. Of course there's a cute guy, and a nerdy guy so my male quota is fulfilled but there's also tons of English accents which makes me supremely happy. XD I'm already halfway through the second season of 3 and I've only been watching it a couple of days. *watching it way too much XP* It's amazing so far so I hope it stays that way and doesn't follow Fringe into the realms of over-complicated plot.
The last thing I want to write down is about my mother. I can't remember if I've mentioned my mother on here before but if I haven't I'll give a little intro. My relationship with my mother isn't amazing to say the least. I'm an only child and she's always been very protective of me and kept me very sheltered. I always did what she wanted, the big things not always the little things, because I didn't have any reason not to, I was fine with singing opera and doing ballet and all the things she wanted me to do. However now that I'm 6 hours away and finding things that I love that she doesn't approve of she's having trouble letting me go enough to decide things for myself. This year I've barely been home and I almost never talk to her on the phone, partly because I don't want to but also because I don't really have the time. She sends me e-mails where the title is the question she wants to ask so that I can't not see it. Annoying but effective. -.-' Recently she's been asking me to come home for a bit or she wants to come here for some vacation time, I said I didn't know what she would do here and the only things she could come up with were food and a bug garden. -.-' No way I'm going to a bug garden, I hate bugs. *shudders* Basically I'm going to try to convince her that I'll go back home for a few days and then come back here and start working. Hopefully she'll agree and get her nagging for awhile done with. It would be nice to see my dad and my dogs though, and my mom don't get me wrong I love her but we don't see eye to eye and I'm sick of fighting with her, maybe once she learns how to accept me and show love in an emotional way and not a material way I'll want to see her more often.
*Going to do German homework now and watch some more Sanctuary, the noise helps me focus I can't do anything in pure quiet I need background noise XP*
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