Ever since I came to university I stopped caring what I ate and I never exercised and now that I care again it is so hard to break the bad habits. I've started skipping rope and once my pool is fixed I'll probably start swimming once in a while but my main problem is constantly craving junk food. I've started trying to eat a large breakfast, medium lunch and small dinner with no grains after 7:30 but once it hits 9:00 all I want is pizza, burgers, chips etc. I'm drinking a ton of water too somewhere around 3 Litres a day. I didn't realize how hard it was to drink that much water O.O I have to start sleeping more that will be a big help too because my body will have the time to digest everything fully. I started doing all this just for my JYP audition but now it's super important to me just so I can feel better about myself again. I always had a really nice dancer's body before university but once I stopped, for medical and personal reasons, I was never comfortable with my body. I always wore sweatshirts even in the middle of summer, still do actually because I'm still not 100% about myself. It doesn't help that my mom who was always on the bigger side lost a ton of weight and constantly criticized me about my weight. She also loves getting me really tight fitting clothes which not only do I not look good in anymore I don't actually like anyways. Not that I could possibly tell her that I like cute, loose, Asian-esque clothes with things like skulls and flowers etc -.-'
Going to get some of that much needed sleep =.=
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